Sunday, November 30, 2008
I failed to dye my dad's hair and my mom's too, it's just not the right timing lol. haha and i notice i can never be a hair dresser, my sense of fashion and things are serious very lousy. i can only do with simple things. lol.
Going for Chrismas treat and preparing for New Year?
haha, that's what i am doing now, before my parents go busy next year due to work and exam, and of cod myself too. having tests here and there.
i am going to expo for the John Little Sale! haha might be going down to the Royal Sports House Warehouse Sales too at 190 Mapherson Road, Wisma Gulab, S(348548)
haha those interested in sports wear should gone down today for the last day of warehouse sales!
There is also Billabong Fashion Special @ Takashimaya Sports Dept Level 4 till 9 Dec
G2000 is have discounts too, every $120 you spent, you will get a $20 voucher. haha there is a new branch @ jurong so should go over there soon, and there might be offers for the clothes i like.
Taylor Swift --> Our Song
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I looked around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...
[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talking real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...
[Repeat Chorus]
I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...
Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I... wrote down our song
Posted by Kristen at 11:24:00 AM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
just came back home, and looked all the way till my baby went down to the bus stop..just hoping he will msg me soon..
the story begins with......
once upon a time, there lived 2 girls, A and C, and 2 boys, B and D. it's a very complicated story. C and D got together as a couple. A doesn't know C but D, however A knows that C and D are a couple. B and D are good buddies and B knows C too.
A and D are closed, and B and C are closed. In the end, it arose the jealousy and led to the happily ever after couple having quarrels and end up till the verge of breaking up..
However, C and D after talking through and cried many a times, they finally sort it out, and they trusted each other that nth will happen to them. But the confidence and faith level had dropped. Now they are trying very hard to get back that 100% confidence and faith in the relationship. C did it, but she still doesn't know the feelings of D.
the story is to be continued.......
part 2 of the story___
it's jus a fact tat A and D are rather close lately, which owaes lead to C to think alot. yet D believe tat C will understand tat D's relationship wid A is jus very close fren. D is gainin back more and more confident in the relationship wid C le. jus hope tat his every moment is spend with C. yeah =DD
maybe C shouldn't be too sensitive to the things around her. maybe it's time for her to slow let go abit, and cannot tie too tight to D, if not D will suffocate from being controlled. D lost his freedom since young and guess he needs to find a girl that understands him. C failed to do so, but she will try to learn. C just hope that D will be true her, and wait for her, and always tell her how he feels.
Posted by Kristen at 8:38:00 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
no dinner when i came back home just now! forget that i got to settle my own dinner for tonight. but it's okay. my stomach now is hungry till it's full le. no mood in eating too. just found out that my bank is very dried up now. no cash spare. shouldn't have spent so much last time. hmm now i must ping ming zhuan qian, i am not money face. but it's just that now it's just the good time to save money for future expenditures. and i am sorry baby, today i didn't pei you much and tml we suppose to meet early in the morning as usual but den now i got work in the morning. i couldn't go over until i end job ard 12.30pm. i am so sorry, it's me bad for not accompanying. just hope you could start revision early tml and den you can rest well during evening. i will go over asap once i am done with my work tml, i promised. i will rush down to take bus. yup yup, just hope that you did enjoyed your bbq and campfire today for npcc reunion. stay happy always. i love you! =D
MY SIMPLE 3 BIRTHDAY + CHRISTMAS WISHES!!
1) a new handphone
[ only deciding which model is on promotion for singtel next week =( effy said viewty is oos le... ]
2) more people giving me money instead of giving me present
[ i need something practical now, and i think money is the most practical thing rather than a present, because i am not lacking of any materialistic items. just wish to save more money for my university expenses ]
3) i be happy with my love ones
[ especially making my baby smile whenever he is with me by looking at my smile =D ]
Posted by Kristen at 10:28:00 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
RECOMMENDED MOVIES TO WATCH!~~
BOLT is SUPER NICE MAN!!!
it's a must catch movie when it's out in cinemas on 4 Dec officially!
i have watched it! recommended!!!!
click here for more details about the movie!!
It is a movie about Lauryn (Mary Elizabeth Winstead) who is a young woman from a small town in Indiana who moves to Chicago with dreams of entering the Chicago School of Music and Dance. But after rejection and a series of misfortunes she finds herself working in a burlesque club. The club proves to be a place of conflict and self-discovery, helping Lauryn to realize that even though plans may change, dreams never do.
WILD CHILD
Sixteen-year-old Poppy (Emma Roberts, "Nancy Drew") is a self-obsessed, incorrigible brat who lives a pampered life in her L.A. world. Though she's handed credit cards with unlimited balances and surrounded by countless hangers on, Poppy can't escape the mounting frustration she feels with her family situation. And she makes sure that everyone knows it.
After an over-the-top prank pushes her father (Aidan Quinn) one step too far, Poppy is shipped off to an English boarding school. Finding herself in a foreign world of early curfews, stern matrons and mandatory lacrosse, the American princess has finally met her match: a school of British girls who won't tolerate her spoiled ways.
Under the watchful eye of the school's headmistress (Natasha Richardson) and surrounded by a new circle of friends, Poppy begrudgingly realizes her bad-girl behavior will only get her so far. But just because she must grow into a fine young lady doesn't mean this Wild Child won't be spending every waking hour shaking up a very proper system...
IGOR
In a land of mad scientists and diabolical inventions, what do you do when you're born with a hunch on your back? You become an Igor. A hilarious twist on the classic monster movie, "Igor" tells the story of one Igor who's sick of being a lowly lab assistant with a Yes Master's degree and dreams of becoming a scientist. When his cruel master kicks the bucket a week before the annual Evil Science Fair, Igor finally gets his chance. With the help of two of his experimental creations - Brain, a brain in a jar who's a little light on brains, and Scamper, a cynical bunny brought back from being road kill, Igor embarks on building the most evil invention of all time, a huge, ferocious monster. Unfortunately, instead of turning out evil, the monster turns out as Eva, a giant aspiring actress who wouldn't hurt a fly. Just when the load on his back can't get any heavier, Igor and his band of monstrous misfits uncover an evil plot that threatens their world. Now, they must fight to save it and prove that heroes come in all shapes and sizes.
More movies that i wanna watch:
1) Beverly Hill Chihuahua
2) Twilight
Posted by Kristen at 11:55:00 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
DSS Presentation OVER!!!
Pizza Hut Lunch wasn't that nice for me today, my order was missed and caused other group mates to wait for me to eat finished my curry zazzle baked rice. However, thanks for the manager who had been nice to me by checking for my order to cool me down from scolding !@#@$#@$ at anyone and lodge a complain. LOL. And thanks for waiting for me to eat my lunch which was only hot on the outside but not the rice.
End Presentation and was alone heading to ah ma house.
Called effy and jun, but they were busy to go out cos they had their activities on. so last minute calls weren't helpful to me. so i decided to alight at dazhong pri school that bus stop aft boarding 985 instead of gg to my grandma house straight. i went to shop around for cotton wool to make a pillow for my baby. AND FORTUNATELY i found it w/o any troubles of gg around the whole market searching for it, cos it's just nice that i found it at the shop that i usually bought my primary school shoes from. LOL, so i took pics of the items i bought and the final product of the pillow. too bad, baby can't view it now cos he slept.
and my grandma found 2 photos that was taken during primary school years in dazhong. One individual photo and the other with XT pig! haha.. it's just the primary school old me.. took some photos of my cousins too, they are simply so kawaii!
ME!!! looks alike to the current me right? closer view to see ME!!!!
i typed a long paragraph for you, but in the end, due to internet connection, it was not saved and i think heaven wants me not to show it to you ba. heaven just want you to know i love you always.
Posted by Kristen at 10:30:00 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
NO BLAW lecture! i can sleep more in the morning!
that's what i need the most now!
haha but anyone wanna jio me for brkfast??
PIZZA HUT LUNCH with free flow of pepsi!
Should i get the baked rice set or pasta set?
I dont know anything about DSS presentation!
It's so confusing! ><
Normal presentation or testing for formula?
Group presentation or it seems to be individual?
So many amendments to be made, but it had been submitted on sunday.
Let's just hope things will work out =D
BE POSITIVE!!
Far way lack behind the class
Got to push myself and pull up my socks
Work harder during the 3 weeks break and have fun at the same time too
CHALET : maybe, maybe not..
it's just seems to me that communication is very important.
lacking of communication can lead me to wanting to know more.
but knowing more led me to think more about what is going on.
i am just confused, maybe i should learn,
learn to be understanding and considerate for others enough.
maybe it's better if there wasn't much conversation for the day,
cos things are over after a good rest.
but today, i just felt empty, really empty..
it's not being alone that makes me feel that way,
it's just that today is just so not right.
i know you are busy and making effort to contact me when ever possible
even calling me, sms-ing me when u end school,
just to chat with me, keeping me accompanied
but i still wants more from you, i am just not that considerate enough
i know you are tired, and should let u go rest
you said you are blessed to have me
but to me, i am still not treating you good enough
is you the one being considerate to me and care for me,
i am just not showing you enough care and concern.
to me, i am still asking a lot from you
maybe i should learn
- not to get jealous easily (i tried and i think did it le)..
- not to think too much (punishment by granting you 3 wishes from me)
- sleep before 12.30am everyday (the 1st wish and i did it le)
- cancel all the previous promises and wishes u made to me (the 2nd wish and i did it le)
- not to bully you but letting you bully (the 3rd wish and i did it le)
- always smile (the 4th wish and i did it le but with exception cases)
- not to rely on you too much..
- not contacting you during school time..
- giving you the time you need
- not keeping you to myself
- restrain myself from wanting to know more
- keep my emotions to only one : happy
- constant reminding myself to keep my temper
- doing things that make you happy
- not asking much from you anymore
- be good and listen to you
- no saying no to you with exception cases
- be more considerate and care for you feelings by putting myself in your shoe
- able to understand you by observing you and not asking you
- ensure you are safe and sound
for now there's 20 things to be done, and i only did 6, 14 more to go....
Posted by Kristen at 10:21:00 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
23.11.08 ==> a day to clean the house, starting off with the floor!
only 3 things needed and you can see the effects of the tiles
and clearing away the dirt found in the gaps
in between the tiles that accumulated for more than
i think it's 10 years since we last cleaned it when i was young
because i simply think it was fun! ><
it's not very clear though but it's obvious with the black and white line! ><
24.11.08 ==> a tired day in school but it's a lame and happy day
more than 5 lame jokes today, haha really cold till le
and thanks baby for coming over to find me in school
and accompanying me for the talk although you might feel a bit empty
without anyone close beside me
but it's good that you are able to communicate with my friends
haha, they are friendly and you are friendly too =D
we are just getting perfectly alright like the way we did in the past
isn't that good baby? haha i just got to be more mature
and i did make u happy le =D finally i helped you to gain back a little bit of confidence
and faith in this relationship.
i will continue to work hard to ensure your confidence are fully returned
and den that'll mark the happy moments we had together forever =)
Posted by Kristen at 10:14:00 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
happy moments today brings back every happiness we had in the
past and this will make us work harder for this relationship
right baby?
and i realize that our position is almost the same! i didn't realize it
when i just wanna take the photo of our legs together. haha but it
ended up becoming the sweetest photos we had taken today! =D
just by looking at it now, it'll make me smile :)
Posted by Kristen at 10:03:00 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
i am so happy!
got to meet effy, tian and baby for lunch tgt!
and got a new yellow jacket from my bro
he bought it from warehouse sale
but it's too tight for him
and he gave me as an early bd present!
thanks bro!
owe you a bd present next year!
haha good thing you didn't asked me to pay
i am so damn broke now loh
haha i love everyone
happy me today, dinner can eat more
think tml morning wont lose appetite again le
it's so nice!
contented le!
but oops, if shushu buys me jacket too
then i will have 2 new jackets for the year
that's bravo! haha i both also will wear
depends on my mood, which one to wear
that'll only happen if shushu rmbs me!
wahaha, i miss someone now..very much
i will take picture of the jacket soon
when my camera's batt is fully charged wahahaha
i am so fortunate =D =D =D
best if i can get my new phone during the december break
that will be my best bd gift ever
and if singtel can send voucher to me
that'll be amazing, i will but C905 instead of G900 le
haha, thanks heaven for giving me such a good state
where there is people doting me
and thanks everyone for showing your care and concern to me
haha i love you all ^^ it's great to have friends!
Posted by Kristen at 11:02:00 PM
things are just getting worse for me, but thanks for my friends who are always supporting me, i know you guys care for me. i really appreciate the help and the consolations you guys gave me. i am glad to have friends who cares for me =D i have been having hard times but i always have my friends cheering me up. thanks alot, really thanks alot =D i think without you all here with me, i might just break down soon.
xie xie baoying ting wo fa lao sao
xie xie wei lin hong wo kai xin
xie xie zhiyan & zhi hui & si en showing care for me
xie xie effy and xin tian for always thinking of me
thanks everyone that i haven't thanks personally yet =DD
Posted by Kristen at 12:18:00 AM
Hais, someone hated me... Y.Y sobx sobx =X
P.S: haha, i am just kidding, just writing for someone to see =D =D =D
Posted by Kristen at 12:05:00 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
ALMOND DARK CHOCOLATE!!!
Posted by Kristen at 11:22:00 PM
i am the evil human that keeps on torturing other human beings by keeping them to myself, i am that selfish one who is causing problems to others. i am just a fool trouble maker. others can be so kan de kai and me always so narrow-minded. others have their own friends too, i shouldn't keep them to myself. maybe it's just time for me to grow up le ba. perhaps just have the thinking of being a friend to others can solve the problem. i just need to learn to let go off things when they doesn't belong to me at that moment. Others have their own way of thinking and reasonings behind everything they do ba, that's why i got to put myself in their shoes and think of them ba. Should keep things that are dont belong to yourself, it will just bring others problems.
i know i never keeps to my words, i can never do what you want me to do.
Posted by Kristen at 9:57:00 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
it's been long since i updated my blog, being emo-ing this few days and couldn't think of what to write. anyone wanna ask me out this friday morning? effy for breakfast or lunch before 3? jun? or maybe anyone? hmm or maybe i shall just self entertain by watching movie at home? effy i want to go out with you soon, i need you =( i have a sudden feel of cutting my hair short, so hair stylist there cut something real short, just like that hair of mine in the past. i need a break, maybe i should take a break off myself during my birthday to de-stress! i just need a day at the beach or do something to let my anger and frustration off. maybe should go punch bag. i am damn angry with myself! i wanna kill myself, i don't want this anymore.
P.S: you asked me not to give up on you but i think it's think i shall just let go and things will be fine for you. you wont have to think about me when i let go, you can do things the way you want without me restricting you. you can just go anywhere, everyday can go places you wanna go, even saturday will also be free to go out with your others friends and not stucking yourself with me. i am just tying you up and taking away your freedom. maybe your parents are right, it's just the wrong time we started and stuff like that. we shouldn't have started cos w/o me, you can go out with anyone without caring about my feeling, in the sense, there's no restriction for you. maybe right now, there's a much better girl out there you can be with for example, i dont have to say that out i guess. maybe the one she likes might be you just that she didn't tell you cos she doesn't dare and using other people as an excuse. maybe i let you go can give you the blessings for you and her. hmm i know you wont want it, but i am just not giving the life you want for yourself if i am around with you. you dont have to change for me, so i guess, even how hard we worked hard, there's no chance we can be a sweet couple anymore. i did my best but i cant. i failed as a gf of yours so i rather i give that chance for others than keeping you to myself. your happiness is with others not me. i know i am giving you the idea of giving up, but the final decision lies with you ba. if you think there is still a possibility of saving this relationship now, then maybe we shall try even harder. but if trying even harder didn't help, i guess i am just not the right person for you ba. people think i am at wrong, so maybe it's just my fault for controlling you too much. we shall balance between friendship and relationship but then i guessed i am just not being fair to you and keeping you away from going out with someone you want to go out with. it's though like i am keeping you to myself which i think i am perfectly not suitable for you. you are someone who needs your freedom and i am someone who already has what you done. maybe changing someone is better than me ba. hmm that's all i got to say. reply me asap when you see this ba. sorry for giving you such an unpleasant first love. maybe it's just time le..
Posted by Kristen at 2:01:00 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
super hyper today, don't know why. just feel like so free and wanting to make my baby laugh. nth can really get me angry and frustrated. it's just back to my normal usual self that i wanted to be. laughing everytime i go out with baby or even my friends in school and of cos not to forget my buddies. i realized that i am a fool by kept thinking of unhappy things that will stimulate my tap to be always opened and if it is closed, and it will not be tighten. anyone or smth that touch the tap slightly, it will stimulate and the water will start flowing again. but right now, since ytd night after thinking through all the memories and the things that recently had happened, i rather be a girl who is always happy and thinking positive and not to pin high hopes and just give people their freedom as they wanted to be. there's no point controlling someone when their heart is just not with you. they have their own private time and i shouldn't have go overboard by snatching away their free moments. haha, am so looking forward to tml =D good night baby!
P.S baby no more next time by leaving me without letting me say good night and byeebyee okay? it's just seems as though i did smth wrong and u are angry with me and left me. i dont mind u do that when i really did wrong, but this time, i am not. i am also not unhappy. i know your friends wanna talk to you and i know you wanna talk to them too. so i just let u have your own time with them. by videocam-ing me is good enough. you dont have to pei me 24hrs de. you have your own time to spend. others need you too, i cant be so selfish and take that time away from them to let u spend more time on me. i had your time every sat le, to me, that's enough. the rest of the days will be your own time le, i dont wanna control you in everything you do =D so dont have to worry about me. i am happy that you have the heart to videocam me and letting me see what u are doing. i am pleased with that. ^^
Posted by Kristen at 11:28:00 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
the pencil case baby bought for me
i added the eeyore soft toy to make it more eeyore-ish
i love my baby! haha it's so nice of you to buy me a pencil case because you know i need a new one now =D i know i insisted of paying and doesn't want you to pay make you hard to please me because usually, girls said they will pay but will think inside their heart and hoping their boyfriend would buy for them, but i am different. i know it's very very very very very extremely hard to please me because i almost cried when you paid instead of me paying myself. that's because i am working now and will earn extra income, but you didn't and you have no much money left. that's why i am feeling painful when i keep spending your money. i know your intention of buying me that pencil case is good and wants me to be happy when i receive a gift from you and able to bring it to school everyday, when ever i missed you, i can just look at the pencil case thinking of you. and i know i disappointed you again by being upset, but deep down in my heart, i am smiling cause i appreciate dear's actions by wanting to make me happy when we met only for that short short while today. i regretted of showing you =( just now, really regretted for not making you happy by making myself happy when you did so much things for me. i know i am not that good enough for you, and i also know you wont want me to continue anymore, so i wont. i just want you to be happy =D okay? you know i truly love you and don't wanna leave. stay with me okay? i will try my best to be that girl you want me to be.
Posted by Kristen at 7:11:00 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
DSS time~ haha slacking time starts..hahaha weilin is sitting beside me now, going to be crazy woman soon! see what she is doing to me!!!!
haha den comes along zhiyan and zhi hui, we become a gang of 4
and now becoming 2 shocking humans and one ghost!!!
WEILIN SAID: she is not scared of the ghost!
ME: i am not scared either =.=
Posted by Kristen at 2:04:00 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
8.30pm
done with my blaw, maec and next week bstat tutorial. haha i am so happy, can rest early today le. wahahaha
thanks baby for the starbucks drink, haha i love it. haha chocolate cream chip, it's absolutely marvelous~ it's okay when you can't accompany me just now because you got to go back home. i dont mind and i wont mind. i want you to return home early too. =D i know you dont wanna leave me alone to let me do my work but i dont want you to cant go out with me on sat when we alrdy planned where to go le. yup. now i reached home safely le, you dont have to worry that much le =D
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Posted by Kristen at 3:01:00 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
Daniel
Today get to meet dear dear for bout half and hr or so. it's jus so nice to be wid her. Heard from dear dear tat today she got alot of work to do, hope tat she can finish them in time and hab a good rest. I so hope tat i can see u soon again. wahaha dunno when u will see this post but nvm jus hope u see le will hab a smile tat's enough le. Yeah. wahaha i love u lots.
CY [11.15pm]:
i am happy to see the post that you wrote for me while i was bathing. i am sorry that i didn't chat with you. i wasn't feel good with all the work load that i had, and you were talking to your frens too, so i dont want u to get disturbed by me. moreover i started to get a little bit pissed off and feeling frustrated le, so if i continue to talk to you, things might be just diff cos i might blow my top on you which i dont want to. hope you understand. i didn't mean to say i am not unhappy but i rather keep that frustration to myself, cos it will make u worried. so it's my job to control my own temper, shouldn't make u come into this issue. so yup, i am okay now. going to bed soon, cannot tahan le. dear dear shld be reading this post tml le bah. have a good rest, and sweet dreams.
Posted by Kristen at 9:50:00 PM
heavy rain~ ahh~ i wish to be sleeping at home now. have been lacking of sleep. lol. it's a nice weather for being a piggy and not a day for school!
Posted by Kristen at 9:15:00 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;
Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"
And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"
And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a life story - baby just say "Yes.'"
Oh.
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-"
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"
Oh, oh.
We were both young when I first saw you...
Posted by Kristen at 1:00:00 AM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
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HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!~~
it's so fast, we have been together for six months down the road already. i know this six months hadn't been good for the both of us because there is more unhappiness than those memorable moments we can save as sweet memories in our heart and mind. but i will never ever going to give up this relationship and we must go ahead with what we plan okay? i know it's very far away from our plan now, but we must continue working hard to achieve it okay? it's fate that brought us together. we can let down the God because we are presents for one another sent by the God. We came to this stage not only with the help of fate, but our hard work to make this become so beautiful, from now, we can decide our fate if we work hard to make it become real. just wish we will be able to spend our days in the future as happy as today. i know now i got my kumon job, we have lesser time to meet up, only once per week which is saturday, that's why i will always treasure the time spending with you. i know your dad restricted you, but i know they meant well for you. although today cant spend the day as planned by celebrating our 6th month outside, but it's okay for me, because i will be very very very happy with just your around with me. i am speaking from the deep of my heart, not saying it to make you happy. we can always spend what we planned for today next week okay? i will make my time out for you whenever i am free. and we took pictures today, so dear dear can always see me when you missed me cos it's always in your phone. always loving you as much =D
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6TH mths tgt le, and tgt we hab gone thru the feelin of sweetness,happiness,bitterness,sadness, missin one and other, thinkin of each other, feelin unsecure, and times of disappointment. It's jus as hard for me and for u to struggle thru this, but yet we did so by havin trust and hope in each other. I guess there are too many a times tat i make u feel sad and disappointed, and there is times tat i hab not met up wid ur expectation, times when i make u jealous and worried, times when i show u not enough care and concern. But nevertheless my love for u hab nvr go any lesser and i believe tat it wont. I love u lots and u do love me alot too. Although i believe in fate but i guess it's more den fate tat bring us tgt. hahax, i could say it's pre destinated. Hmm this few weeks hab make u suffer quite alot le, make u feel wei qu, and yet u can accomodate me. Haha, i love u.
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