♦ @ 10.17pm

♦ first in amazing race today

♦ won $100 and split it among my group mates

♦ 4 new friends made today and we did a good job with good team work =D

♦ it's a fun and lovely day

♦ should join rotaract amazing race next year

♦ i am extremely happy today because my boyfriend suggested to meet me after my event

♦ it's very rare for him to do so, that's why i felt that happiness within me

♦ till i can finish 3 boxed of tako balls with him

♦ i hope that there will me more of today's in the future

♦ to bf: stay happy in order to have telepathy in between us

♦ to effy: go out on friday k?

♦ @ 11.53pm

♦ to bf: i am sticking to my idea of going out with effy on Friday and she said an okay to go with me. So, you go out with your friends ba. Do as what we planned. I am not following what my heart tells me to do, i am following what your heart is telling me to do --- be free from me!

♦ i hate myself for doing so, but i have to. BECAUSE FATE SAID SO. it's all my fault because i didn't follow what i want in my heart. and actually, it can be solved simply by switching to some other days. i really hate myself.i should deserve a broken heart in return of giving freedom to you.




last paper!
muffins baked!
i wished you wont be angry!




one more down, left final one tml!!!!




♦ it's all over, i agreed.

♦ thanks for holding on to me and being a great 'dad' now =D you know i need someone to lead me and not me leading someone.

♦ thanks effy for asking me out for snacks time. haha enjoyed it =D\

♦ i felt pressurized remembering what it was ytd when the paper ended

♦ i dont think i will do well this semester, but i am not giving up over the rest of my papers

♦ hopefully i still can maintain at least like 3.0 GPA? I haven't been doing well in my modules, perhaps i am cut out for JC, but mentally i am not! Uniform School Life? NO WAY!!!

♦ someone please save me from thinking negative over what has been past! I dont want be a pessimistic lady. Come on, i wanna enjoy life, optimistic is the best thing ever.

♦ Good luck to myself for tml's exam. gg mugging~~





3 down left 2, today's exam is the worst!






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i aimed to slim down at least like 2 kg during this holiday! i will go swimming every alternative days, would anyone wanna join me to have some fun??

at least 20 laps to and fro every time i go???




2 down left 3 more to go...




one down, 4 more left to go!




Hey, do you know what i feel like doing now? I would like to go around the world to look at castles! I would like to try in those princess' gowns. I would love to learn a ball dance. But it will never ever come true...

Not when:
-> i had studied for my upcoming examinations
-> i had gotten my diploma
-> i had gotten a job
-> i had earned a $10K/month if i can
-> i had a family
-> i retired

My wishes and dreams are so realistic, but yet it can never be done.

WHY?
-> too much commitment in life
-> worries for love ones
-> family to take care in the future
-> insufficient money

But what else can i do besides complaining? Nothing, because this is my life. It has to be like this unless i am born in a wealthy family and lives in the castle. But if i were to have that life, i would want for a period of living in countryside. Humans are greedy, everyone is greedy. We never refused to say yes to what we want! But we refused to say "yes, i want my life the way i am having it now!" We just don't stick to our life the way it is.

People can see what is happening at around the world over media, people can see how others are living in poverty, but why can't those artists donates their money to these countries instead of spending money on materials that will be thrown away in less than 2 months? Poor people are fighting for left over foods to eat, but rich people are just wasting their food every second, every minute, every hour.

Disasters are happening now, everywhere, soon it will come to Singapore too. I believe the world is going to end soon. Humans no longer die from old age but die from greed! The world is changing. The weather especially! Can't humans see that if they produced more machinery to contribute to the level of CO2 in the atmosphere, the ice caps will be melting at an increasing rate which cause all those floods around the world. Can't human pause at this stage and stop inventing things because of greed, because of money??

We should slow down our progress, it's way to fast for others to catch up and the Earth can't adapt to such a change over such a short period of time. Scientists had proven what are the HUMAN ACTIVITIES done to disrupt the nature cycle. But why don't people change? Why are those people in control of the world not doing anything to help and only thinks of earning money to reach the top?

Life is just the way it is, Life=Greed! World is collapsing if people don't learn to love the way their life is now. Accept who you are, accept what you have, stick to what you NEED!




I want to be free! A girl i want to be...But where exactly am i? Why can't me be me?




today i had a great studying day + i met 2 friends at the bus stop!

One "almost drunk" jeff

One good friend of mine, zhien yi =D

Saw her while i was on the bus, then the bus stopped. Before the bus drove away, i caught a glimpse of her, and she did too. =D and we waved good bye. Miss her...

She still looked the same =D






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baby took this photo of my hair today, and i realised how long it has grown..not very long..couple of months without trimming it's length, it's still so short..




woke up in the morning as planned! 6.15am and msged dan to see if he had woken up for school.

He did but as i went to his house, he was tired and went for a short nap till it's time to prepare for school.

He cooked maggie for me to eat! haha it's spicy but it tasted nice. Guess it's because this is the first time he cooked for me.

and we went school together and good luck for his lab test =D

We decided to go to IMM for our lunch since we had time quite some time to spare before i had to head to school for my A'maths test at 5pm.

Just before we walked to IMM from JE Mrt Station, i stopped to buy rubber band to tie my hair. Just den i saw hair clip for me to clip at home so my hair won't irritate me when i am doing my stuff.

Bought happily and we made our way to IMM. In less than 10 minutes! DAN BROKE MY HAIR CLIP WITH ONE "CLICK"



See a small crack at the joint area? The crack makes it unable to hold my hair up anymore. Lost it's purpose.

But surprisingly i wasn't sad at all, and i laughed all the way till we reached IMM. He is going to pay for his misdeed! and tadaa~~ one free lunch at cafe cartel!

We had set lunch @ $9.50 nett per pax, it's nice to see him cut the bread and drink the soup same way as i did. Put in lots of pepper and dipped the bread into the soup to soften it!

I had a nice and full free lunch =DD HAPPY HAPPY



But someone doesn't seem to happy to treat me =X he is emo-ing



Took my 7-up! haha bad boy boy =X you shouldn't have put in too much Tabasco in your spaghetti.

After lunch, we went popular to get some pens! you better use my pen k?

Daiso is our next stop, bought "xiao xiong bing gan", one magic trick gear, one BINGO game, and a cute little purple flamingo pen [he bought for me, so sweet. actually i wanted a flower but haha flamingo is so much cuter]



This is our new baby, her name is called "Mingo" I love it very much =D thank you bf for giving it to me =D

We went up to the top floor and had game time! We played the magic trick but i still failed to master it =X and we had BINGO, 6 games in total and I won half of the game! YAY! "clap clap"





Don't be sad, tml you will win me for sure, haha =D

Thanks so much for making me smile and laughed today. I am happy that i wasn't sad about me losing marks in my test i took just now. You made my day. I am sorry for all the nonsense i gave to you for the past few days. I know you wanted to hang out with your classmates, just that because of me you can't. I know i'm not the right one for you, but i am trying hard to forget about the past and look forward. My confidence is not just on my hands but yours too.




TML is AMATHS TEST!!!




it's still the same...from morning till now...




"UP" 3D movie, supposed to have a slim chance today...

at 2.45pm...




Thanks EFFY For the Bag =DDD

Yellowish ME!!!

Bought a top from her blog shop too! Hilaree



New Collection is out!! Collection 13! Link here =D




effy thought that my boyfriend's phone number is those company to call for service/survey and she went google to search for the phone number existence! funny joke~

boyfriend just told me he board a suspicious train and he didn't replied me anymore...




Happy Birthday To My Dearest Boyfriend



Boyfriend has a good heart as he always treats me nice, and i was forgiven even if i made a big mistake throughout this relationship.

So this is the time i repay him with my love as i made him cup cakes ytd! he called it muffins =X



Boyfriend is so nice that he ate 3 ytd, immediately after delivered one box of freshly baked muffins. The rest was eaten by his family.



Today is his actual birthday, and i brought him another 2 from the other box. He finished it too! =D

That's very sweet of you to eat my not-so-nice cup cakes.

In all, really thanks baby for giving me the chance to stay by you. I know i did not give you the trust and faith that you need after since that issue has happened, and was still kept inside me till now.

I might not be ready for a relationship, but i know with you around, things will change and i will work double hard to forget about the past. I will reassure myself by taking the first step --- giving you trust.




happy movie day!

Watched G.I Joe! It was fantastic!

And i love being happy =D




finally presentation was over!

Zhiyan and Zhihui, can go for the kbox??









Heart to heart talk to realize

Trust and faith is our problem

Asking a lost girl in the woods

Searched for the correct path

That leads the way to our happiness

Is a harsh and tough job for her

Who will shine my way through

You said you will be my sun

But why won't my sun help me

By giving me directions through the rays

So that we could pass this stage fast

And go on the the next for our future


PS: i wish to see you tml, knowing that it's rather impossible, but i still had this hope that my wish will come true. should i go over tml?

Thanks those who gave me support all the way =D




i did a bad interview today, was like being interviewed rather than interviewing people

but thanks baby for making the time to accompany shop and back home

it's really nice to have someone to talk to and cheer u up

when you are in bad times, done badly in things that you think you will do well

i decided to change myself, but i don't know if that will harm me or benefit me

maybe it helps in bonding of relationship but my results will be bad




happy moments will never be gone~~

all i have in mind is just you today

everywhere i go, there is you, your image

i don't want to rely on you too much

but i guessed i had and it's way too much now

i don't know how long can it last

just hope that we won't be like these few days anymore




i am still so young and innocent =X

i finally made my boyfriend real happy for one day

i had made up for the unhappiness caused ytd, haven't i?

what i want you to know it's that, although the way we handle things doesn't match, there's still a method to solve it.

we can get along as nice as today

i know mostly it was me who is creating the problems out of like small issue?

so i will change, give me time...




WE'RE GOING FLEA!

Join us at St. James this coming Sunday, 2nd August!

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Chong Ying
Nineteen
Sagittarius/人马座
Graduate from Ngee Ann Poly BFS
Studying in NTU NBS
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