31 Aug 1.19am

It is time for me to head to bed. I am very sorry to dada because I didn't give him a happy time spend with me before his book in. I am in pain and uncomfortable state. I really cannot force myself to smile or be happy because I am not. I made him worried. He didn't smile before I leave. He didn't... I hate to be in this kind of situation where by I couldn't do anything because I can't stop pain! I hope everything would be better tomorrow!

24 Aug 10.30am

I had a hard time during project discussion today. We seem to talk 10X the time just to finish a simple tutorial question. It seems so easy but why did we make it like we are doing a big project? I really don't understand. Project discussion was exactly the same. We are just too uncertain what we are supposed to give to tutor. Headache!

24 Aug 2+pm

I went to subway @BPP today to have free lunch :) Thanks aunty Esther. I also gotten more ideas for my collage, an individual project. But I have not yet found the article and email tutor if my chosen problem is on the right track. I went to bought papers for my collage too. Shall google for the article tml!

24 Aug 5+pm

I started to iron clothes after a short nap. I am falling sick soon. My throat is getting sore. Don't know what to do. I also called dada when he was available thn to chit chat with him. He said he would escape from camp if I fall sick. He is so silly, still a kid.

24 Aug 7+pm

I started to work on the blog for the selling platform for wen quan's jeweleries. Finally completed it at 10.50pm. But in the process, I did take break for dinner and making my compulsory night call to dada. He is tired from all the strenuous PT these few days. So poor thing. I decided to sing a few songs for him to make him smile :) so that he could sleep soundly and sweetly at night.

24 Aug 11+pm

Time for me to go to bed :)

23 Aug 5+pm

I went to dada's hse alone. I successfully accomplished it! I went to eat on his behalf :) So happy. Thanks dada's mommy for accompanying me all the time, if not i will feel damn awkward. All i feel then was hoping he could come back home like immediately. I was waiting for his sms all the while..I hope i did well tdy.

21 Aug 6+pm

I don't know what I did to make dada so angry and pissed off at me. Fortunately we manage to keep cool and didn't quarrel. But i hate to feel this way just before he booked in.

22 Aug 10+am

I woke up cooked myself a big pot of maggie with fresh veggie and egg. Relaxed a bit before going school for lecture.

22 Aug 4pm

Lecture ended and hui and I supposed to go swim, but didn't go in the end because of the unpredictable weather and partly because of the WSC interview.

22 Aug 6+pm

I went for the WSC Friends of Children interview. I think I did quite okay. Hopefully I could get in because I want to at least have a weekly commitment to serve the community.

22 Aug 7+pm

Had dinner with hui and ning at JP.

22 Aug 8+pm

While waiting for 180, I saw Charmaine in the queue and Wen Quan on the bus. Had a fruitful conversation with the both of time. But wasn't happy.

I HAVE RASHES!!!

IT IS SUPER DUPER ITCHY!!!

To dada:

I think both of us are so "xi guan" having one another. Now that I couldn't have time to make call, you will be upset and can't sleep well. Vice Versa. Now that if you didn't text me, I will be worried and couldn't sleep well. I don't know what will become of us in the future because sooner or later I would have lesser time at night to have a nice conversation before your night out.

From next week or Sept onwards:

Monday - Free
Tuesday and Wednesday - Work @ Subway
Thursday - Might have WSC FOC commitment till 8 or 9 at night.
Friday - Your book out day

Now that you might get liberty on weekdays, I don't even know if I could have the time to spend with you. I will try to meet u, but my schedule for subway is made one week before. I can't reject or make changes last minute. If I am confirmed a member of WSC FOC, I have to commit myself every Thursday night. I must be a responsible person. I know it is hard on you to accept the fact that I would be very busy when I started school. But it is hard for me to not work, because I need money for my monthly liabilities. It is hard for me to accept the fact that I won't be able to see you because you are serving army now. I guess we have to slowly face the reality.

But I promise, nth will change or affect our relationship. I am in a confuse emotional state right now. I just don't know how to explain to you. I don't know how to maintain a balance between my social life, school activities & work right now. Will it be better after O levels? Since I could spend my whole Saturday with you. Will that compromise all the weekday time that I could spend with you? I really don't know. Can you give me an answer soon?

20 Aug 11.20am

A non-active volcano just erupted at segar area today. The main cause: A primary 2 student.

20 Aug 3.30pm

I met dada to go swim at Senja CC Swimming Complex. The sky was covered with dark clouds, but we still went ahead to swim. At least we swam for about 45 mins. He showed me some of the things he learned in camp. He can swim pretty well now. Glad that he is a fast learner unlike me. After we bathed, we went plaza to get "Mi Zhi Ji Pa". While we were on our way to the bus stop, the sky turned even darker, and it rained. We were lucky :)

20 Aug 9+pm

He sent me home. We were having random conversation as normal but I went to touch a sensitive topic. I ended spoiling his mood and mine in the end. I got affected by it badly. Hope I get can a peaceful sleep tonight without having to think too much.

I don't wish our relationship will be affected by what I said.

19 Aug 11.30am

I met hui in school at canteen 14 today. The cai fan is nice and cheap. I ordered 2 veggie with 1 meat only cost me $2.30. We then head off to marketing tutorial. Before we went to class, we bought snacks so that we wont be hungry for 5.5 hrs str8 ltr.

19 Aug 1pm

I like Marketing tutorial and tutor! This is the only class that I understand the most and like the environment to work in. Especially with a nice tutor, it makes it easier to understand the module better even though I studied in poly before.

19 Aug 2.30pm

I dread of having BOP. Really, sometimes I really don't understand what is the tutor talking about. Not that he is not a good tutor, but the learning material and the environment very not conducive to learn. 4 hrs str8 of seminar, it makes me feel even not like studying because I will look at the clock and count how much time to dismissal. LOL

19 Aug 7.30pm

Dada finally booked out le. Met him at Lot 1. We planned to have Ajisen but the queue was long and we changed our mind to eat at the food junction. We ordered Yong Tau Foo! Rice with Curry Soup. The curry is nice :) I saw people eat Hokkien Prawn Mee, so I went to buy to try. It's not very delicious, average. Maybe its the chilli that made it tasted average. While eating, he was telling all his army story. It is very interesting to hear all the gossips. I love it =X

We took a stroll and I managed to buy 2 pairs of covered shoes at Cotton On for $30. Dada paid for it, and I paid him $1 back. (Superstitious) After walking for some time, we went back to food junction to order Fried Oyster. Its been long since we ate that, and I think the Fried Oyster is super nice. But there's only 4 small oyster. 1 oyster cost $1. LOL

We had a wonderful night spent together today and hope tml's swimming session would be even more fun. I will get to see him swim w/o stopping in the middle of the pool. The public big pool will seem to be a kick for him right now :) Time for bed!

18 Aug 10am

I went to buy lunch for zhihui and brunch for myself. Hui wanted cai fan, with one meat and one veggie. But its still early, the stall does not have that much variety to choose from. I got her toufu and stirred fried pork and it cost $2.50. I went to buy mine. I felt like eating bee hoon tdy and i bought the bee hoon set meal, one hotdog, one egg, one chicken wing and one veggie at $3. The aunty hid the hotdog under the egg and the cashier didnt see it and charged me for $3.50. If i get one hotdog less is more expensive than i get with the hotdog! Damn funny. It means my bee hoon set is worth the price. It is not very nice, but for the price, its worth. I went to take bus to find hui at her hall. We did some tutorial questions at her hall before going for our tutorial.

18 Aug 1pm

I heard that my Stats tutor is a good teacher but he is good with his main module. This is his first time teaching Stats and it has been 20years since he last touched Stats. I think we should give him a chance to prove he can teach since the school entrust us to him even though it is due to insufficient manpower. But I also wont deny that i am a bit afraid that we would not learn much from him, just like how hui and monica feel. We shall see how our next week tutorial would be conducted.

18 Aug 5.30pm

Its time for make up seminar. I felt a barrier was in my group. I couldnt communicate with some people in my group. There is a gap. I dont knw is me or them to cause me feeling this way. Its not like me to feel this way. Maybe i changed? Did i? I don know. Maybe we need more time as a group. Weird feeling right now. Loss of words to describe how i feel.

18 Aug 9.09pm

I am at bp interchange now. Feel so tired. I shall give myself a break today and have a good rest. Shall i change bag for tml? Maybe next week!

18 Aug 9.23pm

I didnt receive any sms or miss call from dada tdy. I am a bit worried. Usually he would text me by now. At least one sms saying he is ok. I shall wait a while more. Maybe he is hving water parade right now.

18 Aug 10.41pm

Dada finally called. I am so glad and feel relieved. But I roughly guessed what happened. He got hammered because someone made a mistake. Tml he still need to be hammered in order to "pay" for his book out. Today he doesn't sound nice on the phone. Think he might be too exhausted to talk to me nicely. Hope he does take care of himself and get better for his IPPT results next time. He did well today with improvement. But can be better :) Dada jiayou!

17 Aug 7.51am

I was late again. I was supposed to reach the bus interchange at 7.45am. When i reached the traffic light at this timing, i saw the bus driving to the 180 berth. I knew i couldnt make it in time at the interchange, so i ran to the next bus stop. And right now which is 8.04am. I realised i might still be late for school if the bus keeps on stopping. Omg! Everyday late for morning lesson just like i am always late for subway. Haha might get to eat sub tdy for free (:

17 Aug 5.30pm

I went for Musee but yan and hui would be late for today's session. They have to shift their session to next monday.

17 Aug 7pm

I had fun time spending with yan and hui. Lin can't join us for dinner so we 3 had our meals at new york new york which i think is a bit different now. Still had a great time spent.

17 Aug 8+ to 9pm

We met lin at clementi. We had htht session. Took some great photos. will upload tml. Too tired today. Need to do tutorial. Damn tired....

16 Aug 9.28am

I am on 179 but is late for BOD seminar which starts at 9.30am. Maybe i shouldnt have worked that hard ytd night. I am not tired now, but it cause me to wake up late.

16 Aug 12.30pm

I ended my seminar! I am so bless that i have such a good instructor for this module seminar. Initially hui and i decided to go JP to have our lunch, but as we reached upon pioneer mrt bus stop, i decided to lunch at the coffee shop over there. I ordered duck noodles and its nice! Cheap and nice food. Shall go there again tml to lunch. We then took mrt, hui went for work while i go bugis for facial.

16 Aug 2+pm

I reached bugis 2 hours before my facial, so i went to walk around and got myself 4 pairs of shorts. Lol. After which i went long john to order cheesy chips & fries combo and finished one comic book while staying there.

16 Aug 4.20pm

I lost a lot of blood today during facial. I have lots of marks now and will be ugly for the next few days because i have a lot of huge pimples being squeezed out today. Got "3 in 1" pimple too. The beautician was so scared that i lost too much blood. Lol. She is a amiable beautician that will constantly chit chat with you, ensure your are comfortable and the pain is bearable. I decided to sign up for ampule for first 5 sessions because i saw its effectiveness during e try out session. Today, i was given an ampule for acne and scars, while my mask was given for less oily skin. After 3 more weeks i m gg for my second facial and hopes everyone can see my face is a bit healthier than before (:

15 Aug 8.21pm

Okays. I typed everything down and realise i cant copy & paste from memo because i m using phone to blog. So i did a screen shot post today. Shall edit it when i get home.

15 Aug 8.44pm

I just got home and realised that there's nth to edit. haha. all photos are already in sequence. But i realise i bought extra 9comics tdy. Not 12. Time to take a bath and start my Stats tutorial while waiting to call dada later on when he is free.

15 Aug 11.32pm

I am still working on my Stats tutorial and its kinda like very very cumbersome because I need to use excel to show my work. Been working at it since 10.30pm.

16 Aug 1.38am

I am kinda still working on my Stats tutorial! OMG!

16 Aug 2.09am

I am tired. All the questions at the back I am uncertain what to do. The optional questions have not been completed yet. Guess I will have to mug tomorrow evening. Now I am gg to have a rest for tml's lesson.

14 Aug 8am

I just woke up realising i am late for work because my phone alarm clock freaking doesnt work. I rushed to work! Lucky its just at plaza. Lol.

14 Aug 6.52pm

I just got separated from dada. I need to go tuition and he needs to go back to camp with his friend. So hope time could pass real slow when i am hanging out with him. But apparently it would come true. But I did something daring! I kissed him goodbye :)

14 Aug 10+pm

I am heading home now to do my marketing and stats tutorial. Tomorrow i am going to collect my stats textbooks from hui's senior at $40 and tuesday buying marketing textbook from my senior at $30. And i hope that i could get exemption from econs! So i don have to attend econs anymore!

14 Aug 10+pm

I called dada, he was very tired and just finished his work. He didn't wanna talk to me much. I am damn sad now. I totally lost all my mood for school work. I just wished he could talk to be more. Hais.. Did I say something wrong or did I do something wrong? Or maybe he is just pure tired after one whole day. I don't know. Really don't know.

I reached home and was feeling very hungry. My dad asked me if I could buy cigarettes for him, so in return, I asked him to cook vegeterian maggie for me to eat. Haha! He added fresh vegetables to the maggie and I am so full after eating all them and the noodles. Time for bed! LOL! As if I can sleep with a bloated stomach. Now after I typed this, I am going to mug. Do tutorial even though I don't have much mood to do so because dada ignored me.

13 Aug

Indulge in myself after receiving my pay!

Yesterday bought
- $30 of comics
Today bought
- a new pair of slippers that cost $23
- Simple brand toner $11
- pimple cream $26

Not going to buy anymore :) control!!!

13 Aug 5+pm

I was so bored that i sent this sms to my bf just now

To dada:

Why do you have to treat me so good till I feel that I am not worthy to be ur gf. Sometimes I just wish that you could demand more from me. I am also so busy and cant pei you. You still allow me to give priority to work and study even though I can choose not to. You just give in to me too much that I fear w/o spending more time w you, i will lose you. I would never dump you but i am afraid u dump me first becos of my busy schedule. I just don know what to do now.

12 Aug 12.01am

Send this sms to dada before I go sleep so that when he sees in the morning, it will make his day :)

12 Aug 8+am

I had the weirdest dream! Freaky! A baby's first word is "Awesome!" OMG! What in the world am I dreaming?

12 Aug 10+am

I met hui at JP today to take bus to school together. We went to LWN library to print notes and to our surprise, hui found slots in my class and she shifted over to be with me! I am so happy :) I have a mate for this semester. I switched one of my tut to hers too. Yay! Celebration! We later went on to business library to photocopy stats' questions since we haven't gotten our textbooks yet. We learned from the library at the LWN lib on how to search for textbook availability and its location! We went on to have our lunch at food court near LT1. We tried the korean stall. Whatever I ordered, didn't have and I could only eat the same as hui. But we ordered different sauce to try. I missed NP's food. Where can hui and I find a replacement for Yong Tau Foo in NTU campus? We went on to Student Service Centre to collect hui's ez link before going for our BOP seminar.

12 Aug 2+pm

We went to the bookstore to check out the books, but the queue for textbooks is so damn long. I rather buy next time. We went up to class first and take a rest before our BOP seminar starts. A few new classmates joined our table and we had a fun during our discussion and break conversation. Guess we could work well in this group :)

12 Aug 6+pm

Hui and I finally got onto 179 and had dinner at Ananas Cafe. She returned home after dinner while I went to buy more 40cents maggie for my daddy and comics for myself! Indulge while I still have money =X

12 Aug 8+pm

I finally get to see dada again. We had McDonalds. Ordered the Black Pepper Grilled Chicken to try. I don't really like it. We talked to another, update each other, he talked about his army friends and happenings, I told him about my school life, its really very sweet :) Went to buy Gong Cha Milk Tea with Herbal Jelly to drink again, but I think they put too much ice....So cold. We then went to sit around the playground, watched kids playing, chit chat, updated each other more of what had happened this few days before he sent me back home safely. Will see him again tml :)

11 Aug

Happy birthday to RuiLing. My ex hubby! Miss spending time with her :( But nevertheless, hope everything goes smoothly for her and let her enjoy her big day today :)

11 Aug 10am

Woke up after 9 hours of rest and saw student's sms saying that she won't be able to make it for tuition this evening and wants to swap to next monday evening. Well, of cos I said okay.

I had sent 3 msgs to dada before I slept ytd and guess what he replied today? That made my day man!

First sms:

Second sms:

Third sms:

His reply this morning:

Haha, very sweet of us right?

I just finished cooking my breakfast from ytd leftover rice. Ginger panda leaves rice with luncheon meat and egg = fried rice for my breakfast ^^

Yum, Omm, Ummm, Yumm! Nice! Nice! Delicious! LOL, becos the luncheon meat is nice, not because I have good cooking skills.

10 Aug

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY DADA! Even though I can't spend the actual day with you, but I will always be there for you :)

10 Aug 7+am

I woke up unwilling to prepare for school. My eyes were rejecting the contact lens again.

10 Aug 9am sharp

I reached the lecture and attended 1.5 or less hrs of lecture. That ends my day for every Wednesday!!!!!! But I went to LWN lib to bring my notes for rest of the week and next week. I still have BOP notes not yet printed because the computer in the lib was sot sot.

I went to print my notes and there's a very long queue... Lucky my documents were still intact when the printer got cocked up. After that, it was time to head home.

10 Aug 1pm sharp

I reached BP Plaza. Went to Subway to collect my pay slip and Aunty Esther passed me a gift for my school reopen. It is very nice of her to give me a bag from Calvin Klein. I am so touched. My salary hasn't been credited to my bank account and I am very broke. But I am happy to know that my pay has increased. But good news for me, bad news for dada. He could only book out this saturday because they made a few mistakes this week and can't book out early. My friday night is going to be a long night without him.

9 Aug

Happy Birthday Singapore!

9 Aug 12+pm

I went to meet dada and his family for lunch at New York New York. I ordered their Chicken Chop baked rice to try. It was nice but not that delicious as compared to Cafe Cartel's seafood baked rice and Pastamania's baked rice. We went to shop around at Lot 1 and went to have tea break after a while because dada was super hungry then. I went to try the IOI Cafe bubble tea. I ordered lavender milk tea. I thought it would be nice but lavender is nice to smell but "Bleh! Yuck!" to drink.

9 Aug 6+pm

I sent dada off to book in. He forgotten that he can't jaywalk, I reminded him. He forgotten that he can't hold my hand, I reminded him. But I am happy that he actually wanted to hold my hand still. Today is the first time I sent him all the way to Sembawang Mrt. And see him left in a cab, just made me miss him even more. I wish I could at least give him a good bye kiss. I head home after that, alone.

9 Aug 9+pm

Someone in his batch did something wrong and they gotten punished. Poor thing. One for all, All for one. That's the spirit!

8 Aug 10am

Met Hui at Jurong Point Interchange to head to school to collect her matriculation card and my ezlink card. We walked super super long distance today because we don't know how to walk from one destination to another. We are so blur but we made our way to the Student Service Centre in the end.

We were at S3 initially to collect matriculation card and made our way to Admin Building because we thought we are collecting ezlink card over at that block. However, we are wrong. But we manage to walk pass the Yun Nam Book Store while walking aimlessly and Hui had gotten the cable for intranet over there for Ning and herself. When we reached the Admin Building we were told to collect at the Student Service Centre.

By the time we reached SSC, my water % in my body decreased by at least 50%. We then head down to LWN Library to print our lecture notes. It was so damn crowded, luckily we saw Yi Jun. She was printing her notes too so we could ask her to print one set for each of us. We then figure our way out how to work the printing system in school with the help of some helpful seniors :)

We then had our lunch! Mcdonalds! After a long stroll with Hui today, I think I kinda know school better (:

8 Aug 12.30pm

First day of uni life + first lecture of the day = I don't want to study!

Haha! No la, cos first lecture is Econs. We should have exempted while we can exempt. Right now, Hui and I decided not to exempt and use this module to pull up our GPA as much as we can since we are able to understand better since we had taken Diploma Plus in Poly. The lecturer made the lesson so dry till its very hard to concentrate.

The worse came because right after Econs lecture was Statistic lecture. Even though we have quite a friendly and funny lecturer for this module, but the content is very dry too.

8 Aug 4.00pm

Manage to stay awake through the 2 lectures and we sat BMW DROVE BY ELLE to Hui's hall! BMW leh!!! BMW leh!!! BMW leh!!!

Hui and I decided to eat Ning's maggie mee as dinner =X

PS to Ning: Will buy you back one soon!

We actually was staying to decide what electives to select, but unfortunately because of the Econs, we can't take any electives anymore so we just "ren ming le"!

8 Aug 8.00pm

Dada booked out le! He came down to Jurong Point to meet me! Such a nice boyfriend. We had supper, at MOS Burger. We ordered the same old thing, Unagi Rice Burger for him and Croquette Burger Original Flavour for me. He ordered extra item today. Butterfly Prawns!! Nice Nice!

I feel so happy to have such a nice boyfriend who will be paying for all the items I need when I am hell broke and keep feeding me with food.

My eyes were bloody red at MOS and I wanted to take out my contacts but unfortunately I didn't bring my contact lens solution. Without thinking, he took out his wallet and gave me the $$ to buy the solution. I went around searching for the smallest bottle at Watsons but the queue was super long and I had to wait till my eyes recover and became normal. I didn't take out in the end since I felt much comfortable. He is a very considerate boy.

After supper at MOS, he was still hungry. I think camp food wasn't served in the right portion for his dinner today cause there were lots of activities right before book out. We went to Shi Lin to get Sausage Cheese Egg Crepe. What a sumptuous supper!

We then took 180 back to BP. While waiting for the bus at the interchange, he told me a lot of stories that happened in camp and how he came up with interesting ways of explaining why people prefer to give birth to guys and not girls. We had the "Socket & 3-pin Plug" & "Flower & Bee" versions. Its damn funny. He then continued with what happened yesterday in the camp on the bus. He said that there was a stand by bed check yesterday. One officer came to check their room. And when the officer checked his cabinet, he was called in. Initially I thought he got punished because he was supposed to stand outside to wait, luckily the officer called him in to praise him. The officer said that he is a "lucky bastard". I am so happy, not happy at the fact that he was being called a bastard but happy that he got praised cos I made the collage of photos for him. The officer was impressed :)

We had a fun night spent and tomorrow we will be spending a fun afternoon before his book in.

Now while typing the last sentence, it is National Day, 9 Aug, 12.05am. Should I watch drama or should I take a rest?

7 Aug 5pm

I went to send dada to CCK so he could meet his friend to go book in Sembawang Camp. I folded his No.4 again :) Every week must fold once! We had dinner at his house -- Tom yum soup, first time trying it. It's nice! We remembered to cross using the traffic light instead of jay walking.

7 Aug 7pm

Went to give tuition and head back home to have a rest before first day of school.

6 Aug 9am

I am not sure if I should continue taking this student because every single session I would flare up and scold her. I know being a primary 2 kid, you just feel like playing around, unable to concentrate and feel tired easily when you see homework in front of you. But I just have no idea how to teach a primary 2 kid that doesn't listen. I am at loss...

6 Aug 11am

I went back home to take a bath. I decided to bring dada his pillow that I made for him and buy a cake for him to celebrate his birthday today. It might be too early but I am scared that I can't spend much time on National Day with him.

6 Aug 12.30pm

I went to give tuition till its 2.30pm.

6 Aug 2.30pm

I traveled to BPPlaza to choose a cake for dada. I went to angie choice initially but the cake is way too expensive. I can't afford with my financial status now. I went to another shop just besides it. They are selling durian cakes and those cakes are around the prices in angie choice. But just before I leave the shop, one cake caught my eyes. Its a coffee cake and its price is within my budget! Immediately, I bought it. It is the perfect cake even though it is simple as it is not too sweet for dada's ah ma too.

6 Aug 3.30pm

I went to give another tuition till it's 5.30pm.

6 Aug 5.30pm

I went BPPlaza to collect the cake and bought peach strudel for dada too before making my way to his house :)

6 Aug 6.00pm

I spent a wonderful night at his house, celebrated his birthday:

The perfect Coffee Cake! :)

First shot! So dao! Perfect Army Boy Look!

Now, that's a perfect smile :)

Here's a video of him blowing the candles and cutting the cake. It is damn funny for a guy who is 20 years old to act like this. LOL

6 Aug 10pm

Dada sent me home and I can't bear to say goodbye to him. I hugged him tightly like I had never hugged him before. It took a long time before I could say byeebyee. He said he loved the way I hugged him. But I don't love the way he left. I guess I still can't adapt to his army life, can't adapt to see him only once/twice per week on the weekend, can't adapt to spend only few hours at night when meet up. He told me to change my mindset so I would cherish the time spent. He said I should not think too much to make us feel happier being together. I will try. I will try to change my mindset. Just give me more time to adapt. I am just too used to spend everyday with you.

5 Aug 8pm

I just met dada today after his book out. His ah ma seems to be unhappy about him eating outside everytime he books out. I am so sorry dada. And I am super full after the cafe cartel supper! It's super nice to dine tgt, but I am super full.

These are what we ordered just now:

Main course: Seafood Baked Rice
Snacks: Chicken Wings & Cheesy Waffles Fries
Drink: Caramel Frappe

Super full! I bet I will gain weight today.

4 Aug

Today is a shittish day.

Early in the morning, forget where is JP's Mcdonalds.

Early in the morning, it started to rain.

In the afternoon, I regretted not exempting from econs!

Late in the afternoon, knowing I am the only polytechnic students to be in my tutorial class.

Late in the evening, I don't think I spot anyone potential to work with.

Late at night, I had hard time finding suitable electives to fit into my timetable.

Late at night, finally dada called and cheer me up. I was smiling while talking to him, but back emo-ing once he hang up to wash up for lights out.

Late at night, I am sleepy yet I don't feel like sleeping because I am depressed.

Should I sleep because I need to wake up early tml morning?

3 Aug 4.30pm

I made a Tee Shirt Pillow Cover but I failed. Hopes dada doesn't get angry over this because the shirt I used is a SP Tee he gave me to wear.

3 Aug 6pm

Went to plaza to have dinner with mommy and got my new phone battery. Mommy said the battery was resealed by the seller. Hmmm, I kinda know it was resealed too. But hack even though it is super expensive! I am lazy to go around searching and comparing prices.

3 Aug 9 + pm

I had a very long conversation with bf today till his phone's battery was dead half way through the call. Tomorrow he is having is IPPT test and hope that he will do better than last time. As long as he is satisfied with his own result, I will be happy for him too. I couldn't do much except to give him my moral support. While I was chit chatting with him, he said his mates were so bored that they were guessing one another girlfriend's friend. They guessed mine as "cang ying"! They are brilliant, aren't they? Hmmm I know they are just having fun :) So I can't be bothered too. Hope everything turns well for me and bf tomorrow!

Gotta wake up early in the morning tomorrow for school! Gotta wear blue :) I have picked my clothes, but not sure if it is going to be nice, just try the combination tomorrow morning. Shall turn in early today, or else I will be a panda tml =X

To dada:

All the best for tml's test and drink more water as the weather is way too hot these days. And take good care of yourself for the medical blood extraction too! Don't let them extract too much of your blood =X (even though you can't control LOL) I wish you good luck for everything tml! Sleep tight :)

3 Aug 12.16am

I just posted this on facebook!

Hopes it will happen soon and I shall see how dada react to this!

2 Aug 7.46pm

I just got home from granny's place. Daddy came to fetch me. I made a pillow for dada! haha bought 2 packets of cotton and 2 pillow case. It cost about $11.80. But I don't mind cos I made the pillow for him :) Hope he can book out on friday night. If not will be saturday afternoon. At least I could spend my saturday evening and night time with him. I think this week he wont be able to taste my home cooked food.

2 Aug 10.08pm

Just ended my daily phone call with dada. Today, he told me that his nose bled. My heart aches hearing this. I guess the hot weather and the water pressure in the pool which he has to deal with everyday play a big role in the cause of his nose bleed beside having a heaty body. Also, he taught me an exercise to boost the chest area. First, put your palms together. Second, put your elbows together. Third, move your arms up and down without having your elbows wide apart. He instructed me to do 10 sets of 10 counts everyday. But I am uncertain of the exercise so I guess it is better for him to teach me personally when he books out this weekend. We decided on what to eat for this weekend le. If he books out on friday, we will go NTUC to stock up his supplies before going to cafe cartel to dine in because of the after 9pm 50% of snacks promotion. If he books out on Saturday afternoon, we will go new york new york to eat before catching a movie :)

Dada also told me a fact and it makes me feels more secure and touched:
If a sexy lady strips in front of a guy, no guy will be able to resist the temptations, but dada will choose to leave. He will run to avoid. He won't let me down because he knows that I will be waiting for him. He knows that I need him. Dada is a good boyfriend. He said I am his only choice. I truly believe and trust him. Just that fear will always be there because I do not want to lose the person I truly love the most. The moment you love something or someone, you will start to have fear of losing it or him/her. Just like you won a lottery and before you go to collect the money or on the way to collect the money, you will always check your wallet for the ticket every moment because you fear of losing it. That's the fear I am having and will always have because I love you and not because I don't trust you.

To dada:

Thank you for reassuring me every single time. I know that you don't like my tears, but my tears just drop every time I think of you. I am truly happy whenever I have a conversation over the phone with you. I am glad that we are not like in the past. We used to quarrel over small issue over the phone. We used to switch off phone and avoid one another. Remember, the word I use is "used to", so don't like history repeats itself. We been through the tough times and the rocky path, now let us enjoy the sweet memories and walk down the most enjoyable, joyful and exciting lane of our future.

1 Aug WHOLE DAY T.T

BU SHU FU!

HEN BU SHU FU!

ZHEN DE BU SHU FU!

UNCOMFY!

VERY UNCOMFY!

EXTREMELY UNCOMFY!

PAIN!

VERY PAIN!

EXTREMELY PAIN!

UNBEARABLE PAIN!

Chong Ying
Nineteen
Sagittarius/人马座
Graduate from Ngee Ann Poly BFS
Studying in NTU NBS
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