Tuesday, November 25, 2008
NO BLAW lecture! i can sleep more in the morning!
that's what i need the most now!
haha but anyone wanna jio me for brkfast??
PIZZA HUT LUNCH with free flow of pepsi!
Should i get the baked rice set or pasta set?
I dont know anything about DSS presentation!
It's so confusing! ><
Normal presentation or testing for formula?
Group presentation or it seems to be individual?
So many amendments to be made, but it had been submitted on sunday.
Let's just hope things will work out =D
BE POSITIVE!!
Far way lack behind the class
Got to push myself and pull up my socks
Work harder during the 3 weeks break and have fun at the same time too
CHALET : maybe, maybe not..
it's just seems to me that communication is very important.
lacking of communication can lead me to wanting to know more.
but knowing more led me to think more about what is going on.
i am just confused, maybe i should learn,
learn to be understanding and considerate for others enough.
maybe it's better if there wasn't much conversation for the day,
cos things are over after a good rest.
but today, i just felt empty, really empty..
it's not being alone that makes me feel that way,
it's just that today is just so not right.
i know you are busy and making effort to contact me when ever possible
even calling me, sms-ing me when u end school,
just to chat with me, keeping me accompanied
but i still wants more from you, i am just not that considerate enough
i know you are tired, and should let u go rest
you said you are blessed to have me
but to me, i am still not treating you good enough
is you the one being considerate to me and care for me,
i am just not showing you enough care and concern.
to me, i am still asking a lot from you
maybe i should learn
- not to get jealous easily (i tried and i think did it le)..
- not to think too much (punishment by granting you 3 wishes from me)
- sleep before 12.30am everyday (the 1st wish and i did it le)
- cancel all the previous promises and wishes u made to me (the 2nd wish and i did it le)
- not to bully you but letting you bully (the 3rd wish and i did it le)
- always smile (the 4th wish and i did it le but with exception cases)
- not to rely on you too much..
- not contacting you during school time..
- giving you the time you need
- not keeping you to myself
- restrain myself from wanting to know more
- keep my emotions to only one : happy
- constant reminding myself to keep my temper
- doing things that make you happy
- not asking much from you anymore
- be good and listen to you
- no saying no to you with exception cases
- be more considerate and care for you feelings by putting myself in your shoe
- able to understand you by observing you and not asking you
- ensure you are safe and sound
for now there's 20 things to be done, and i only did 6, 14 more to go....
Posted by Kristen at 10:21:00 PM
