Friday, November 14, 2008
super hyper today, don't know why. just feel like so free and wanting to make my baby laugh. nth can really get me angry and frustrated. it's just back to my normal usual self that i wanted to be. laughing everytime i go out with baby or even my friends in school and of cos not to forget my buddies. i realized that i am a fool by kept thinking of unhappy things that will stimulate my tap to be always opened and if it is closed, and it will not be tighten. anyone or smth that touch the tap slightly, it will stimulate and the water will start flowing again. but right now, since ytd night after thinking through all the memories and the things that recently had happened, i rather be a girl who is always happy and thinking positive and not to pin high hopes and just give people their freedom as they wanted to be. there's no point controlling someone when their heart is just not with you. they have their own private time and i shouldn't have go overboard by snatching away their free moments. haha, am so looking forward to tml =D good night baby!
P.S baby no more next time by leaving me without letting me say good night and byeebyee okay? it's just seems as though i did smth wrong and u are angry with me and left me. i dont mind u do that when i really did wrong, but this time, i am not. i am also not unhappy. i know your friends wanna talk to you and i know you wanna talk to them too. so i just let u have your own time with them. by videocam-ing me is good enough. you dont have to pei me 24hrs de. you have your own time to spend. others need you too, i cant be so selfish and take that time away from them to let u spend more time on me. i had your time every sat le, to me, that's enough. the rest of the days will be your own time le, i dont wanna control you in everything you do =D so dont have to worry about me. i am happy that you have the heart to videocam me and letting me see what u are doing. i am pleased with that. ^^
Posted by Kristen at 11:28:00 PM
