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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

thanks everyone for giving support =D i love you guys

recently i have been quite emotional and i guess that caused dan to be suffering as much. But he knows what had happened over this past few weeks so i'm so grateful that he doesn't blame me at all. Things have been not quite right for me, maybe it is just because i am thinking too much as usual. Doctor said i am over-stressed, dan said that too. But i just don't think i am stress. It's holiday now, so i have no reason to be stressed at all. Maybe it's due to my own thinking. My thoughts might just make me feel very depressed. I am a postive person in the past, happy-go-lucky type and people can hardly see me cried at all. Even if i am injured seriously, i don't even drop a single tears. But that me has gone, i can't find that same soul again.

Now i just seems so negative in everything i do, my confidence is no longer that strong. Maybe working in the society now makes me change, change not for a better but worse i think. I see through many people's hearts and thinking. They hurt me so bad and i felt that people no longer are using their true heart to treat others. Many just have that wall in front of them so they wont hurt themselve but it just hurt others who is trying to break that wall apart to know them truly, deeply. I am the one trying to break those walls but i decided now i should not. I should just be who i should be and not trying to know others. I should protect myself as well. If they are not willing to let me know, i shouldn't. I should just do things the way i think it should be done and learn from my mistakes if i commited them.

Maybe it's a start of finding ME once again...


Posted by Kristen at 11:17:00 AM
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Chong Ying
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