Tuesday, August 2, 2011
2 Aug 7.46pm
I just got home from granny's place. Daddy came to fetch me. I made a pillow for dada! haha bought 2 packets of cotton and 2 pillow case. It cost about $11.80. But I don't mind cos I made the pillow for him :) Hope he can book out on friday night. If not will be saturday afternoon. At least I could spend my saturday evening and night time with him. I think this week he wont be able to taste my home cooked food.
2 Aug 10.08pm
Just ended my daily phone call with dada. Today, he told me that his nose bled. My heart aches hearing this. I guess the hot weather and the water pressure in the pool which he has to deal with everyday play a big role in the cause of his nose bleed beside having a heaty body. Also, he taught me an exercise to boost the chest area. First, put your palms together. Second, put your elbows together. Third, move your arms up and down without having your elbows wide apart. He instructed me to do 10 sets of 10 counts everyday. But I am uncertain of the exercise so I guess it is better for him to teach me personally when he books out this weekend. We decided on what to eat for this weekend le. If he books out on friday, we will go NTUC to stock up his supplies before going to cafe cartel to dine in because of the after 9pm 50% of snacks promotion. If he books out on Saturday afternoon, we will go new york new york to eat before catching a movie :)
Dada also told me a fact and it makes me feels more secure and touched:
If a sexy lady strips in front of a guy, no guy will be able to resist the temptations, but dada will choose to leave. He will run to avoid. He won't let me down because he knows that I will be waiting for him. He knows that I need him. Dada is a good boyfriend. He said I am his only choice. I truly believe and trust him. Just that fear will always be there because I do not want to lose the person I truly love the most. The moment you love something or someone, you will start to have fear of losing it or him/her. Just like you won a lottery and before you go to collect the money or on the way to collect the money, you will always check your wallet for the ticket every moment because you fear of losing it. That's the fear I am having and will always have because I love you and not because I don't trust you.
To dada:
Thank you for reassuring me every single time. I know that you don't like my tears, but my tears just drop every time I think of you. I am truly happy whenever I have a conversation over the phone with you. I am glad that we are not like in the past. We used to quarrel over small issue over the phone. We used to switch off phone and avoid one another. Remember, the word I use is "used to", so don't like history repeats itself. We been through the tough times and the rocky path, now let us enjoy the sweet memories and walk down the most enjoyable, joyful and exciting lane of our future.
Posted by Kristen at 7:46:00 PM
